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Phil S.'s avatar

“When I stop thrashing around and grabbing for what is owed to me, I begin to see the detail and depth in the faces of those around me.”

@April I don’t believe we’ve met (because I think you’re in TX) but thank you for your words here.

What typically nudges me is perspective. What is my transgressor battling through (or the like). I think that perspective comes from the Holy Spirit and we only really notice it when we stop thrashing about or focusing squarely on how we were wronged. Keller talks on pg. 42 about forgiveness and reconciliation entailing sympathy for another’s point of view. We don’t always get clear perspective though. A prayer I’ve found myself praying more and more recently is that God would help me see my transgressors as He sees them.

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In considering what nudges me from self-regarding to others-regarding, I've come to the conclusion that this is not something that happens because of my great character, but because of something that transcends earthly expectations. This is my Sunday school answer, but it's also super true. At my core, I know best how to meet my own needs, wants, desires. This idea is endorsed in the modern narrative, especially for women- "Get it, girl." When I stop thrashing around and grabbing for what is owed to me, I begin to see the detail and depth in the faces of those around me. True seeing awakens the love that lives inside of me, and it beats to the rhythm of a different world. I believe in a deep magic. I know this is about explaining the practicalities of forgiveness, but this is beyond understanding. I've had an amazing experience in which I have been forgiven, and it's turned me into a romantic. The nudge is that I'm loved in a ridiculous way, and it's transforming me.

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